mo' jelly beans mo' problems

me: i'm in a longitudinal study about music and i have to answer all these questions about my current musical involvement

1:07 PM and how i am liking/attaining/succeeding in my music career

and all of them i'm like N/A n/a n/a

don't care don't care don't care

then it's like "if you're not doing music any more, why?"

Kam: hahahah

what was your answer

1:08 PM btw

i'm on my way to eating about

70 jelly beans

i've already eaten about 40

all black licorice

1:09 PM me: mmmmm those are the ONLY ones i like

wow

kam

we're meant for each other

ok my answer was

1:10 PM i didn't like striving for self perfection in a field that didn't impact society at the structural level and felt like i wasn't helping anyone

also had a degrading teacher who i did not want to emulate

1:11 PM also thought musicians were chronically self loving and holier-than-thou

i got a raise! whoo hoo!

2%!

1:12 PM Kam: sweet

1:13 PM was it unexpected?

thats awesome

but...

me: kind of yeah

Kam: mo' money mo' problems

1:23 PM Kam:

i feel sick

too many jelly beans

1:25 PM me: aw

aw aw aw

you are like a sad easter bunny

1:26 PM Kam: hahaha yeah

you mean like a hung over one

stupid stupid govt